To Be or Not to Be? Again!

I began writing on the similar topic and promised to write back with some more to be's or not to be's. I have found the exact situation where "to be or not to be" is the biggest question.

Not only in my life, but also in the lives of people aroyund me, I have found them struggling in the dilema : TO BE WITH THE BRAIN OR NOT TO BE, TO BE WITH THE HEART OR NOT TO BE, TO BE WITH THE BRAIN OR TO BE WITH THE HEART.

Mind you these two organs are too difficult to balance, one goes right, the other one just snaps hands and runs to the left. Its like make the two ends of a river meet, but finally when do they meet?

I guess never, the ultimately dissappear in the bigger ocean, where the river loses its identity and so do the two banks of the river.

Isnt their is midway between the heart and the brain?

I have Started Hating the Non-existant

I dont know why I have started some one who does not exist for me. I do not believe that he exists, in case he is there, then I hate him.

Only for the fact that he is going to save us from calamaties and pain and sufferings, we should bow down our heads in front of him? No he is no where, had he been here, girls would not have been rapes, newly married girls would have become widows, little children who have just come to the world would not have faced life threatening diseases, the hindus would not have killed muslims and vice versa.

If you say its his wish, his 'marzi', then i must admit he is the cruelest creature or what ever you call him. He is selfish, he is emotion less and he is a butcher.

You people call him GOD.

Trasure All You can, The Clock is Moving Fast

Every second that's passing by is taking us towards the ultimate destiny. So treasure all you can and lock it up in your memories right up there on your top floor. I realized the importance of the clock when life took a turn after passing the Journalism Diploma. Till then things were pretty much pleasent and truly not so much valuable for me.

The friends were just 'Friends', didn't really realized their worth, parents were just mummy n papa who took care of me and fill my pockets with money, and brother was a competitor with whom I always used to win the battle.

Now friends have become the most valuable assets in life, parents seem God like and brother is a life time companion to depend upon. Times taught me their value.

Do value the most important people in your life. Life is too short to regret later.

Gang O' Girls - Delhi University, IP College, BA Pass, Final Year

Dandiya Night College Fest - Sports Ground

Jam Session- College Basketball Court

Freshers' Party- Auditorium (The Audi)

August - The Special Month

August has been one of the most special months in my life. Actually August is the month of that gave me my existence- my Mother. Yes, its her 50th Birthday on the 14th of August. And other another reason is the Birthday of the mother of all Indians - India, of course you know its 15th of August- The INDIAN INDEPENDENCE DAY.

And a specialist reason that makes August the center of my life is - its my brother's birthday on 28th August. What makes it the most special, is that Rakhi is falling on the same date this year and I am gonna miss that stupid person even more.

And one more special date 31st of August, when my Brother met my beautiful Bhabhi. So I am waiting to whish everyone and give them lots of blessings along with some affordable gifts. I can't send a gift to my brother and bhabhi as they are far off.

But its the 50 th birthday of my Mom. I am a bit confused between a watch, ring, anklets, goggles, a collage of past memories (I plan to collect her photos from childhood till now and make a collage on her life- howz that?).