When 'She' was Walking on the Street in Delhi

When 'She' was walking on the street, dreaming about the new life that was going to come to her lap out of her womb, monsters took her away and did the most henious and ruthless thing ever.

Man...it is proven that when a woman is walking free on the streets of India especially the proud rape Capital - Delhi, the predators take it as an invitation. No matter 'She' is a kid, Woman, normal or handicapped or even Nine Months Pregnant.

Shame, Shame *1000000 times on the three boys aged, 19, 20 and 21 who gang raped a 9 Months pregnant woman with a Polio disabled leg. I am again at loss of words, really struggling to find words and trying to understand the savaged psychology of those men who had the courage to rip apart the modesty of a mother-to-be!

They will perish in hell and will always be betrayed by women in their lives and will always regret their crime when they will suffer from a life threatening and ugly disease. They can get Sex whenever they want because they have an organ to dominate a woman and make her vulnurable. They may be proud of their filthy worthless Manhood.

But let me make it clear to all the Men who are very proud to bring a woman beneath them, you will never get love and respect from your woman. She will betray you because you will never give or ask her more than just Sex.

I dont believe in Hell, but if there is a Hell anywhere, it would be much better than Delhi because in Hell, people are punished for their crimes and sins but in Delhi innocent women are raped and scarred for life by cheap & impotent men to have fun at the cost of someones psyche. I hate Delhi for this. C'mon Men show some real Manhood by protecting and providing some lady, have'nt heard it in years someone doing that in India.

I may be going crazy, but this is all I can do.

Why do I Love ..the ones I Love???

Loving my Loved ones comes naturally
Even if they do not agree with every thing I say...
I do not expect them to say yes immediately
I just want them to listen without reaching to any conclusion per se..


Loving my Loved ones is inevitable
Something I am not in control off..
It is one thing that makes me misreable
And all I want is their Love to pay off...


Loving my loved ones is effortless..
This is what keeps me going in an alien land
Loosing them is the biggest fear, here I confess...
Amen, may there be someone forever to hold my hand

101 posts!

I just realised that I have completed publishing 100 posts on my blog and this is the 101th post!

Wow...I never count my posts..just express what-ever I feel. But 100 figure just caught my attention.

I really dont know how many hundred figures I can reach while I am still alive..? But it feels good..Strange...How good would Sachin have felt with his centuries ...Funny though! but it is a great boost to go forward...

Find me...Am I lost In you?

When I turned into you
I eventually started doing things that you like...
But does that mean I forget myself
And just be you for all my life?

Find me...
Am I lost in you...?

When you say and I do it..
It is always a happy moment after..
But When I cannot do the things..
You and I have to wait till we get a real laughter...

Find me...
Am I lost in you...?

You have to realize the thing
I like being you sometimes...just perfect all the time...
But most of the times I like being me...
Just crappy, imperfect and crazy not even worth a dime...

I have found myself long ago..
A woman loves and merges without an ego...
But a Man is one who loves her back with the same space
And has to learn the art of 'Let Go'.

Its time..
Find me..
You are loosing me inside you...

I am turning into You!

I am turning into you...
In your absence...I want me to be you...
So that I can kill my aloneness...
By Being you and being me together...

How I wondered you never let me do things...
I had to restrain myself because you did not like things...
I am doing exactly the same things...
But strangely, I am happier to do them now...

How I planned to break free in your absence...
But I can never let go of your enigmatic essence...
That resides inside me forever...
And makes me feel you when I feel alone...

I am turning into you...
In your absence, I want me to be you...
Come Soon!

Keen, Mean Me!

Keen Keen so Keen
Mean Mean so Mean...

That is what I am
And that is what everybody is..

If you dont believe..
Put yourself to a test..
and it will tell you the best...

Sale Sale Sale!!! Save me...

Carvings...

Well..most of us have the cravings for food..love..a nice hug..a caressing kiss..

But what is the carving that only girls have or probably have 99.9% more than their male counter parts. Shopping..

Yes..its shopping that we women can hardly resist, and it becomes one of the most difficult things to hold back when you see a Sale banner around.

But today I managed to dump my carvings and move ahead without giving in to the money eating monster called sale.

I was just browsing the same shop that I visit near my office during the lunch time and just found a starkling top in a few bucks that was really a good price to buy such a great piece of clothing. I picked it up and marched towards another rack to find another equally irresistable t-shirt, picked that up too.

And kept roaming in thr store for atleast half an hour while getting more and more things to choose from. It was like you want to eat everything but your stomach is already full.

And then I stood in the billing que..and it gane me time to introspect that do I really need this right now? Just because it has a tag that says Before $$ and after $$ and you save $$ I have to buy this. Or is it forced spending in the name of savings. Can buying something you dont really need and just for pleasure save you or make you spend more?

I just sneaked out of the que and hanged the two tops back to their racks and moved back without spending a penny. A big win for me atleast today. Can't say would be able to do this the next time but for today I actually saved a forced and unncesssary purchase.